January 21st, 2020

UPDATE to LOVE HATE IGNORE Rice experiment
I'm feeling really guilty about sending hateful vibes to the HATE rice. It feels awful, so much so that I feared it would affect the experiment ... solution = I blamed the rice for making me feel that way!!

Something else strange happened. I was struggling for hateful things to say when the archives of my mind opened up and I started reciting some of the things one of my long term lovers said to me frequently:
I don't like you, I don't love you, I don' t want you here in my space, my daughter doesn't like you, my friends don' t like you, I fell out of love with you and I've been using your body for sex for over 6 months, you're an inconvenience, you cramp my style.

Wow, no wonder I wasn't as healthy then as I am now post near fatal heart attack!!! ... I experienced years of this and my HATE rice will no doubt clearly show me what that negative energy did to my body let alone my mind and spirit .... watch this space!

But wow, did I ever Wakey Wake-Up, RISE & SHINE when I didn't allow him back into my life after the straw broke this camel's back.

Finally, be kind shiny happy people. Even if you feel that way, there is a much kinder approach out there on a need to know basis eh.
Sending love & Sparkles out there
XxX